Copyright © 2001-2007
Novey Chou

September 11, 2001

September 15, 2001 Unless you've been hybernating this past week, you've probably seen and heard about the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Center in New York City and the Pentagon. There's no word to describe the shock when I saw the news on CNN Tuesday morning. I froze in horror at the sights of the destruction of the Twin Towers in the familiar NYC skyline. Once I was able to snap out of the initial shock, first came the uncontrollable sobs and tears, then the realization that some of my friends might be caught in the midst of the destruction. I frantically dialed the numbers of my NYC friends and not surprisingly was unable to get through to any. I spent the rest of the day dialing the numbers and watching the coverage of the attack on cable news channels. Something I read on the Internet gave me the idea to send emails to my friends since most of the Internet services were undisturbed. By the end of the day most have responded to be shaken but safe.

In the following days there were reported development in the investigation of who the prepetrators are and how they've managed to bring terror to the American soil in a scale never seem before. Arrests were made and people were questioned. It became clear that this attack may very well be the works of one fanatic Muslim Arab extremist Bin Laden and his supporters. Talks of war escalated, world nations lined up to show support and solidarity with the Americans, foreigners in Afghanistan are being evacuated and Arab/Muslim-Americans are feeling the sting of being seen as guilty by association. In the midst of all these are the victims still trapped under the debris, their loved ones holding vigils next to the fallen towers and the rescue workers who risk their lives tirelessly digging through the rubbles focusing on finding survivors.

Having lived in the US for about half of my life, I have never felt so close to this nation as I do now. I have known to criticize the foreign policies of this nation and sometimes taken side with the opposing (knowing full well that it is a priviledge that I have the freedom to do/feel just that in this country), but when push comes to shove as it did this week, my whole heart and being is with our country and our people. Just as the Republicans and Democrates unite in their voice, the Americans and the non-American residents of this country unite in theirs. I have never been more proud of America than I do this week. And I've never realized just how much I love America till this week.

I want to dedicate this page to all the victims of this tragedy, and all the people who feel the same hole in their hearts. I hope that our government will have the wisdom to seek justice in a way that no more innocent people will have to perish. Please remember that our goal should be to seek justice, not revenge. Otherwise it means the terrorists are successful in destroying our way of life, our belief in individual civil rights and the judicial system.

I leave you with a wallpaper of the Twin Towers as I will always remember them, and this song by Don Henley:

The End of the Innocence

Remember when the days were long
And rolled beneath a deep blue sky
Didn't have a care in the world
With mommy and daddy standing by
When "happily ever after" fails
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers dwell on small details
Since daddy had to fly
But I know a place where we can go
That's still untouched by man
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
You can lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
O' beautiful, for spacious skies
But now those skies are threatening
They're beating plowshares into swords
For this tired old man that we elected king
Armchair warriors often fail
And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales
The lawyers clean up all details
Since daddy had to lie
But I know a place where we can go
And was away this sin
We'll sit and watch the clouds roll by
And the tall grass wave in the wind
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair spill all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence
Who knows how long this will last
Now we've come so far, so fast
But, somewhere back there in the dust
That same small town in each of us
I need to remember this
So baby give me just one kiss
And let me take a long last look
Before we say good bye
Just lay your head back on the ground
And let your hair fall all around me
Offer up your best defense
But this is the end
This is the end of the innocence